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This is about life. Specifically, this is about life with God.

Whether you perceive God in your life or not, he’s in it. Not controlling your life, but there.

Beside you. Behind you, willing to catch you. Ahead of you, offering to lead you.

Whether you recognize him or not makes no difference. He is there.

Then why doesn’t he prevent trouble, struggles, catastrophes, pain … ? Why doesn’t he prevent evil?

He does sometimes, and nobody can explain when and why that is. But mostly, he doesn’t, because that’s the deal he made with we humans. He handed us the keys to our lives.

We get to do what we want.

He wants us to embody his will and ways, and implement them while on Earth, but he doesn’t make us do anything. While we are waiting for him to overcome evil, he is waiting for us to do it.

We are meant to be the enforcers of the victory over evil that Jesus achieved by dying on the cross. He handed us control. There is a whole lot more to it, including personal growth, sanctification, and yieldedness to his will and ways, and believing despite appearances, but simply put …  

We are more than conquerors through him who loves us.

“Conquerors” implies a battle, of sorts. It implies that one of our roles in this life is as a soldier. Another way of viewing it is as an elite athlete. Their skills are developed. They don’t skip straight to the winners’ platform, they actively participate in the process. It’s work.

Life is daunting when we “do life” on our own. That’s the only option if we don’t know he also provided his Holy Spirit to partner with in life. We can even know in our minds about his Spirit, but that’s not enough.

We have to connect with him for real. We have to experience him as an actual being.

He’s here for us to partner with now. As a presence in our everyday lives. But do we know that? If we do know it but haven’t experienced it, do we still expect it?

Some Bible-based Christians say that everything we need to know is “in the Word”. They even say it to scold those who mention the Holy Spirit as present in their lives. When puffed-up Christians don’t have the Holy Spirit in their private lives, they attack those who do. They begrudge people who have what they don’t.

Paradoxically, those religious people are not practicing what they preach. They preach about the Holy Spirit; they include him in their theologies and language; they know that every life situation is not in the Bible; they talk about him as our counselor and helper — they just don’t live it. Because they don’t live it, they don’t want others to. They make themselves the standard. In their minds, they are the top-dog, the know-it-all, and on a pedestal above others.

According to their terms, everyone else is expected to assume positions beneath them. That is how they imagine it. That is how they wrote the script of their aspirations. They are at the top, requiring underlings as their subjects. Fail to assume the role they require of you, and you suddenly have a target on your back. Violate the script they write for you, and you will be reprimanded. Question or fail to subjugate to them, and you will be evicted. Don’t be surprised if, after the door is slammed behind you, they follow with false accusations to discredit you.

Just in case you dare to speak the truth about them after your exit.

If you’ve happened into the orbit of people like this (in the name of Jesus no less), I feel for you. I hurt with you. May you recover from their mistreatment. May you arise from the soot of the arson committed against you.

May you not miss out on the massive benefits of having God in your life because of people who misrepresented Him. May you dodge an aversion to God because of people. May you discern the difference of who God is, and who some Christians are.

They are not him. He is not them.

Whether you’ve experienced injustices by people like this or not, know this:

God is there for you. Not controlling your life, but there.

Beside you. Behind you, willing to catch you. Ahead of you, offering to lead you.

Whether you recognize his presence or not makes no difference. He is there.

You have as much a right as any human on this planet to enter into a private and meaningful relationship with him. As much right as anyone to experience his presence. As much right as anyone to have him partner with you to advance your life story.

Seek him. He promises to be found if you do.

If nothing seems to have changed in your life; if you still don’t perceive or “hear” him …

Keep seeking him.

If learning and growth opportunities show up instead of his presence, learn and grow from them. Perhaps he wants to change and grow a few things in you before he entrusts you with his obvious presence. He sees your entire life story while you’re in the early or mid chapters, unable to see beyond now. What doesn’t make sense may in time.

Don’t expect a tidy little short story of life with God. Expect your life story with him to last the entire length of your life on Earth.

Expect a linear trajectory of “better and better and better” with him. Don’t expect to understand it all. Don’t be surprised if life looks awful sometimes, while you dared to hope for wonderful now that you’re doing life with God in it.

I don’t understand all of that. Don’t trust anyone who draws conclusions about you based on a short story arc. No person knows it all. Ignore their confident and critical conclusions of you.

Keep going forward, wanting and expecting his presence with you always. He promises that if you seek him, you will find him.

You’re not done. Your life story isn’t over. Your life isn’t just one chapter or section. It isn’t a simple short story arc.

Your life is a story line … linear … still going forward … complex …

Keep it going, no matter what anyone (or your own logic) says to discourage you.

You’re not done.

You are free to do life alone, in your own power, but you don’t have to. Muster the belief in a good God, despite people who make you want to run away from him, and …

Do life with God.

He’s right there beside you in the form of His Holy Spirit. He won’t impose himself on you. He welcomes you, though, and wants nothing more than to come to the foreground in your life, as an active, participating partner.

Not to control you. But to remain always beside you. And behind you, catching you. And ahead of you, leading you.

Creating with you, the story of your life. Creating, with you, an always improving and evolving storyline.

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Maximizing Potential

When I was a graduate student of physical therapy, we attended lab classes to practice what we learned in lectures. It was during those labs that I realized not one person in our class of forty students personified textbook ideals.

We were all flawed.

When we had a unit on posture, nobody had perfect posture. During exercise physiology class, some had excellent aerobic capacity, some anaerobic; some had great lifting strength; some good endurance—nobody had it all. We each had weaknesses.

Most of us weren’t even aware of our problem areas. Abnormal felt normal.

Our professors taught us that weaknesses often lead to injury or dysfunction; strong muscles tend to get even stronger, weak muscles get even weaker; when tasks are especially demanding those imbalances make us do compensatory movements that put us at greater risk for injury. We learned patient education and exercise techniques to activate and strengthen underused, atrophied muscles, and how to incorporate recovering muscles into whole body movement.

Since balanced strength minimizes injury and maximizes performance, our jobs as physical rehabilitation specialists were to identify patients’ problems and develop treatment plans to solve them.

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I consider God as a “whole person” rehabilitation specialist. He deals with us in entirety—body, soul, and spirit. He is infinitely more insightful than a human therapist, and knows what within each of us is well developed, partially developed, and what has yet to emerge.

We each have our fortes and flaws. One person has enormous self-discipline but miniscule independent thinking. Another has mastery of a vocation, but poor relational skills. One mind has a surplus of facts, but shortage of wisdom. Another sees the small picture clearly, but lacks global vision, or the even larger view from God’s perspective.

Our God understands our strengths and weaknesses. He knows what skills, behaviors, talents, strategies, and paradigms are over- or under-used, and plans our training programs accordingly.

So how does God, the rehabilitation specialist, develop each of us? Does he target our strengths or our weaknesses?

As much as we humans like to rely on our strengths, it is our weaknesses that God is likely to prioritize. It isn’t to criticize them, but to develop them. His goal is always to heal our injuries and maximize our lives. He orchestrates life circumstances to target liabilities, to develop them to assets.

A man I’ll call Jack, once told me about his “rehab” experience. Jack admitted that with the exception of his work life, he was most comfortable letting others tell him what to think. He didn’t view it as his mind being owned by others, but as it being “the right way”.

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Though his life and mind were regularly trapped in quicksand, Jack thought outside factors were to blame. He never considered himself as bearing any responsibly for his frequent journeys into muck.

Frustrated, he asked God for help and ended up the recipient of “patient education”:  God had given him the right to think, to make independent decisions, to disagree with and even oppose his maker. Jack had allowed others to violate the free will God honors. He’d let people lead him down paths of sinking sand.

Soon after, came the “strengthening exercises”: Jack found himself in circumstances that called on his weakness. Initially, he felt insecure considering issues and making decisions at odds with majority thinking. Once he used what he’d not used before, Jack never returned to his imbalanced, atrophied ways. The sanity and positive outcomes that accompanied truth and righteousness were his ongoing motivators.

We all have a chance to become strong in every area we possess. It is possible to be well rounded and whole, not just over-strong in some areas and weak in others. There are countless programs and professionals available to help, but to me only one is 100% reliable —

Only God provides all-encompassing rehabilitation that is brilliantly personalized, always in our best interests, certain to avert injuries, and guaranteed to maximize our lives.


1 Peter 5:10 (New Living Translation) –  “In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.”

The Part That’s Ours To Do

God designed us to have free will. We are not meant to be puppets or pawns, not even of God who we have abandoned ourselves to. We are free to think and believe as we decide. Faith is ours to choose and ours to maintain.

Abram believed the Lord, and the Lord counted him as righteous because of his faith. Genesis 15:6.

Believe or not believe. Keep faith alive or allow it to slowly drift away or be suddenly destroyed by explosive life circumstances. Soar above crises through confidence in the God who saves you, or be dragged to death through them.

God’s design is to implement his will on Earth through our faith. If we don’t remember that and stay diligent to determine to do it, we risk surrendering our lives to despair and evil.

My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. Hosea 4:6.

If we fail to do the thing that is our responsibility to do in this partnership with God, which is to choose to believe as God is and says no matter the circumstances, we opt out of lives called to overcome evil with good.

For we walk by faith and not by sight. 2 Corinthians 5:7.

We must settle on belief in our God, who declared, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11. 

We must make the choice to believe in his character, will, ways, words, directions, and intentions for us, hour after hour, day after day, year after year, for the remainder of our lives. We must do that in order to enforce and maintain the victory that Christ already won for us at Calvary.

We must not give up, as our acquiescence to despair could be mere moments before our victories. Let’s do all we know to do to not be destroyed for lack of knowledge. Together, let’s choose faith in our good God again and again and again, for as long as we take our breaths in the land of the living.

13 I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord
In the land of the living. 

14 Wait for the Lord; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord.  

Psalm 27:13-14 (NASB)

When Roots Run Deep

I walk almost every day. It’s a habit, a need even, a bi-product of many decades of daily runs. Linear bipedal locomotion is my time for thinking. Deep thinking. For whatever reason, my focus can be so intense that it’s hard to pull out of it. One of my sons long ago took note and conceived a diagnosis for my condition: EAD. Excessive Attention Disorder.

There is no better place to let my EAD go full-blown than on a track. No distractions. No cars. No routes to be mindful of.

This summer they are bringing the local 1950’s cinder track into the twenty-first century. When it’s done, I won’t be surprised if while I’m in full-blown EAD, the springy all-weather surface converts my walking to running. Wearing running tights instead of jeans did that to me one spring day. Lost in thought, I ran a half mile before I realized I was running for the first time in months.

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When the equipment is parked, and the crews have gone home, I circle. And think. And listen for God’s direction on whatever life happened to send my way that day.

Meanwhile…

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The track has so far changed from cinder to dirt, to mud, back to dirt, to loose gravel, and recently to packed gravel. It took me till the packed gravel stage to surface from a day’s deep thinking and notice…

the roots.

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Long, long roots forging vertical lines in the dirt. Two to three feet deep. A perfect cross section. The anatomy of grass.

Which caused me to do some deep thinking about roots. They sure are long. Much longer than I realized. No wonder lawns recover after drought, scorching heat, or subzero temps.

And they sure are vertical. Aren’t they ever tempted to change it up a bit and wander horizontally or diagonally? If my thinking habits were roots, they’d be meandering and getting tangled quite a lot. My roots may even go skyward — any good ideas up there? Any solutions over yonder?

Grass roots are so … singularly focused. Down. Deep. Where the water is. No wonder roots are used so often as metaphors in the Bible.

I believe there’s something universal in the allegory of the roots. Something for all of us, regardless of our backgrounds or beliefs. Take away the faith and cultural lenses I’m looking through, and you take away yours. When it comes to basics, I wouldn’t be surprised to see our roots run parallel.

Looking for water. Striving for stability, sustainability. Needing truths. Preferring love. Requiring hope.

According to roots, we should ignore the non-grounded options in the air — they won’t do us any good. And we should try not to compete or entangle by growing horizontally or diagonally, all willy-nilly. If grass roots are able to take the efficient, equitable, straight course to what they need, we sure as grass roots should be able to do it, too.

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First published on July 9, 2014.